I think Father has bestowed me the gift of foreboding and foresight. Perhaps to save my weak mentality from breaking down by an unexpected event. He uses my pessimism to my benefit, so that when something happens to me or around me, it’s usually something I imagined happening before.
Thank my L-rd Almighty for his grace for this pathetic sinner.
Still, even with this gift, unfortunate events manages to sadden my heart ^^
But since sadness is part of life, I must, and will, endure it to survive.
“The L-rd is my shepherd. I shall not be in want.”
